I need to stop google-ing this stuff!

So I know everyone is probably sick of hearing about this bedrest stuff! But it is awful! I can't concentrate on school or anything else, so I've been sitting here "google-ing" It is making me even more scared! I think I have a problem! I keep looking up subchorionic hematomas, and some of it is good, but almost everyone has little teeny clots and of course I have a huge one (all the people with huge ones miscarry on the internet). My dr would be so mad at me if he knew I was looking this stuff up! I have an appointment tomorrow to see if the baby is still hanging in there and if I can be released from bedrest! I hope everything is good so that I can, but at the same time I know I am going to be scared at work that I will do something to make it come back again! Jeeze I'm so whiny!
We got a new puppy. One of my cousins has a Browning lab that they bred and they had one female left. Jake really wanted another dog to have a friend for Rocky because he gets so lonely, so they gave the girl to us! She is a black lab named Jemma! She is so sweet! We got lucky because she is already trained! And her timing couldn't be better because she keeps me really good company all day!I need it because Brenlee is staying at my mom's tonight because I can't lift her and they were going to take her to do some really fun things! Yesterday, she went to the petting zoo and they couldn't get her away from all the animals! She is crazy about them!